I’m so freaking tired, but I’m in so much pain that I can’t sleep and ugh. Blehhhh. So if you’re wondering why I’m in pain, it may have to do with the fact that my bus driver is a piece of garbage and needs to learn how to drive. Today, she slammed on the brakes (yet again) and my toe got stuck under the seat and my entire nail got ripped off. Now, I have a unnecessarily large amount of bandages on my foot, and I can barely walk. And ehhhh. Whatever.
Have you ever laid on your bed at night, and just cried? Cried because you're ugly. Because you're not good enough. You counted all your flaws from head to toe, to punish and feel worse about yourself. Cried because the comments people blurt out, actually hurt your feelings. You don't want to be a burden, so you bottled it all up. Around people, you're the happiest ray of sun shine. But nobody knows, that at night when you're alone, you break down and just cry.